Having graduated from Makers in December 2018 I have since been working as a Full-Stack Software Engineer at Redgate in Cambridge (https://www.red-gate.com).
I know exactly what you are going through and how to make a success of not only getting into Makers but making the most of your time whilst you are there. It not all about coding, but learning how to approach a problem and construct the solution before writing your first line of code.
Your environment is also vitally important and we can spend some time setting that up in a way that most suits your workflow. This will save so much time once you start Makers you'll be flying from the get go. An example of this would be http://jilles.me/badassify-your-terminal-and-shell/.
I can pair with you, in person, or online, to help you learn the skills you need to find your dream job. So what are you waiting for?!